July 21, 1995


Panic

[I had a number of panic attacks in my sleep; in my dreams.
I would half-wake, so the attacks were lucid, surreal, and uncontrollable.
I lay there unable to move,
a sound like a thousand babbling voices running backwards in a horrible roar inside my head.
It was as if I was paralyzed.
When I finally broke back into reality, I couldn't stop shaking.]




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