October 26, 1995


Joker

I'm in a community center
trying not to look at a short, overweight man.
I walk into a hallway and stop to pick up a joker card that is on the floor.
The card has a dirty bootprint on it where someone has stepped on it,
but I take it with me because I know it belongs to Dan.
(I know this because I gave it to him and carry it's twin in my wallet for good luck)


Laundry room

I'm at Columbian House (V.S.T.) in the laundry room.
Paula Leggett is wandering about outside the window with an odd expression on her face.
The laundry room is scattered with large sewing dummies
that have shiny metal heads.


Hideyhole

The telephone rings
I answer, and it's Marcel (F) wanting me to meet him.
Then I'm in the park near his house.
He has a small, red, smiley face stamp with a built in ink pad.
He tells me the faces are like kisses, and stamps them slowly all over my face.
We end up having amazing sex (I came in my dream) under a tree.
Afterwards he pulls out a piece of white poster paper
which he then covers with smiley faces, via his rubber stamp.
When he finishes, he rolls up the paper and hides it inside a large knothole in the tree.
He says to return to this tree, find the knothole,
and take out the paper if I ever doubt he loves me.
(he calls it as "a hidey-hole in the tree for me")
He smiles his hugest smile, kisses me, and is gone,
leaving me with a wonderful feeling for days afterward.




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